Demented Rants

As most of you know, I found out terribly tragic news on Saturday that the fetus had stopped growing about 3 weeks ago, and as of Saturday, didn’t have a heartbeat. I was 1 day shy of being 12 weeks along. It was heartbreaking to hear, and I still have to hold back the tears thinking about it.

I had absolutely no cramping, so they sent me home, and referred me to an OB that was part of their hospital network. I called her on Monday morning, and she said she wanted me in asap, but the only time she had anything available was Tuesday at 3pm.

By the time Tuesday had come, I had some very minor cramping, but nothing major at all. The hospital had prescribed me Lortab 5/500 as a precaution. The OB was actually supposed to be at the hospital delivering a baby, but wanted to check on me first so that she could figure out if I needed a D&C (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dilation_and_curettage). Since my cramping was very minor at this point, she decided to have me scheduled for Thursday or Friday.

She was then reminded that she would be in Montana after Wednesday night, so I told the nurse that honestly, I didn’t care who did the surgery, as long as it got done. She said she’d look into the partner docs that would be taking over while my OB was out of the state.

Hours went by, and my cramping got a little worse, but nothing major still. I took a short 1 hour nap, woke up and started cooking some cinnamon rolls. Before they’d been in for 10 minutes, I started horrendous cramps.

I went to take a really hot bath, to help quell the pain, and it worked while I was in the tub, but the second I got out, I started feeling contractions. I knew what was happening, but didn’t know how to handle it.

Within 20 mins, I had managed to lose a shit ton of blood, as well as a golf ball sized clot. At this point, my husband decided that it was time to call the hospital. After some annoying transferring, he was finally told to call my OB. Her after hours doc could hear me screaming in pain from the other side of the house, while he was on the phone, and said to bring me in immediately. It was so excruciating, I thought I was going to die or pass out or both. At this point, I didn’t care which happened as long as the pain stopped.

I had never felt pain like this. Yes I had an epidural with my daughter, when I went into labor with her, but there was a 2 hour period between doses that I felt the full force of labor pains, and it was NOTHING compared to this. The only way I can explain it is if you managed to shoot and stab yourself in the lower abdomen at the same time, and kept twisting the knife.

I went to the hospital, and they dragged me into a room and immediately shot me up with Dilaudid. My pain IMMEDIATELY stopped. This lasted about an hour. The on call ER doctor came in and did a pelvic exam to see what was going on. I writhed around, because everytime he touched my cervix, it was like he was stabbing me.

This, of course, caused more cramps to start back up, and my pain meds to almost immediately cease working. They came in with Morphine, but it barely touched the pain. It was barely 25 mins and I was screaming again. The nurse came back with more Dilaudid, since it was the only thing they’d used that had actually worked.

I then got hooked up to a potassium drip (which sucked ass until she spliced it with saline) and I laid there for 2 hours without pain, just waiting for my OB to get there so they could do the D&C.

Finally, she came in (and wasn’t even supposed to, but she felt it was her responsibility since she had sent me home earlier that day). They knocked me out, and an hour later I woke up in no pain, except that I had to piss like a racehorse.

Got to go home right after that, and am doing well so far. Very minor pain, mostly just sore, like someone punched me over and over in my cervix. I assume this pain is from them dilating it and the scar tissue from my surgery in July ’10 is a bit tender.

The good news to come out of all of this is that the OB I’ve gotten out of this actually listens to her patients. I will be going in for a follow up exam in about 6 weeks (gotta call and schedule it tomorrow because I slept all day until about 5pm) and she said that she is definitely going to be testing for endometriosis.

It’s been a terribly tragic week, and it’s only Wednesday. But, I have loving friends that have all been here for me as best as they possibly can. Noel is supposed to come by Friday, I am pretty sure 2 other friends are coming by either Fri or Sat, and am hoping I can get my little bro to come stay tomorrow

Yay! It’s Christmas time again. Time for freezing my ass off at the goddamn bus stop for 20 mins while I wait for spawn’s bus! Ugh. ok. Indiana weather SUCKS but that doesn’t mean you can’t make my time a little nicer & warmer ^_^

I’m again offering kick ass thank you presents for anyone who happens to grab something off my xmas wishlist I have some practical items, pregnanty stuff, and of course, the fun stuff!

This year’s “Thank You” gifts are similar to last year’s, so they should look at least somewhat familiar ^_^

So here’s the important stuff I said last year as well:

ALL purchase will receive a custom fan sign OR printed & signed 4×6 AND  the extras are listed below ^_^

Every item $10 or less – 5 photo set with the item you purchased or 5 photos of your choice if it’s not really a “photo set” type item*

$10.01-$15 – 15 photo set* and 2 months to GeekGirlsOnline (GGO) or 1 month to MissAthenaHollow (MAH)

$15.01-$20 – 15 photo set* and 3 months to GGO or 2 months to MAH

$20.01-$35  – 20 photo set* or 5 minute cam show and 4 months to GGO or 3 months to MAH

$35.01-$50  – 25 photo set* or 10 minute cam show and 6 months to GGO or  5 months to MAH

$50.01+ – 25 photo set and 10 minute cam show as well as 6 months to GGO or 5 months to MAH

You can of course choose to purchase a few different things and have the option to combine the prices together or keep them separate, but only if you purchase those items at the same time, e.g. if you choose to buy a $6 item today, then a $30 item a week from now, you’ll get a 5 photo set with the first item and a 20 photo set w/ the 2nd OR a 5 minute cam show. (This is to make it easier on my mind to keep track and make time for everyone equally )

Of course, you have to email me when you purchase something so I know it’s from you and will make it a lot easier to get you your Thank You gift

So there ya have it. Just head over to my xmas 2011 wishlist and have fun

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Discount prices available until Monday, Nov 27th. For web design deals, you must pay the deposit by Monday. For all else, just contact me.

To see our standard pricing, check out our pricing page

Basic Package

• 1-4 Unique Pages
• Basic Design
• $350 $297.50

Standard Package

• 5-7 Unique Pages
• Basic to Moderate Design
• $450 $382.50

Enterprise Package

• 8-12 Unique Pages
• Basic to Complex Design
• $550+ $467.50+

Graphics Only Pricing

• Header – $25 $20
• Small Logo (for website or watermarking) – $30 $25
• Large Logo (for print designs) – $60+ $50+

Affiliate Site Setup & Promotional Material

• Affiliate Program Setup (Includes Sign Up Page) – $40 $35
• Single Template Design – Video or Photo – $40 $35
• One Video Design, One Photo Design – $70 $65
• Simple Gallery Creation – Images already watermarked, videos already edited – $6 $4/gallery
• Advanced Gallery Creation – Images/Videos need watermarked, resized, edited – $12 $9/gallery
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If you are interested, send me an email at contact@trinityintrigue.com or message me on twitter – @athenahollow

Ok, so Halloween is pretty much over, but I had to make a damn Batgirl costume for the kid, from scratch, so I’ve been busy dammit!

I just updated my site with some of the photos also featured on GeekGirlsOnline of the haunted house set that myself & Noel Cypress shot together, as well as a pantyhose masturbation video! Yay! Purple polkadotted pantyhose, pink vibrator, boobies out for the world to see

Here’s a preview of the video:

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Sign up now to see these, as well as 8 HOURS of video & ~2000 Images!

Last week, I asked you to submit your geekiest names for a vagina. Though all the entries were pretty awesome, I said I would select only 5 to compete for the Solar Powered Bullet Vibrator from Babeland Toys. Well, it took a good hour to decide, but I finally have it, and the poll for you to vote on your favorite!

So choose carefully, because you can only vote once. Voting will continue until 11:59pm eastern, on Friday, October 21.

After the poll is closed, I’ll send an email to the winner and update this post. ^_^

Good luck to all who were selected, and thank you to everyone who participated!

How geeky could you possibly get? A solar powered bullet vibrator is pretty fucking nerdy, if you ask me. AND environmentally friendly! Want to win your own? Well, I’ve partnered up with Babeland to bring you just that chance.

All you have to do is post in the comments your geekiest nickname for lady parts! Get creative! Is your twat akin to Pangina’s Labyrinth or have you compared shaving day to the Forests of Endor? Post away!

I’ll post my top 5 favorites this weekend and let you vote on which one you think is best. The winner will then receive a Solar Bullet from Babeland Toys.

Here’s some information from Babeland about the Solar Bullet!

Get off on saving the planet with the Solar Bullet vibe. Eight hours of exposure to sunshine provides one hour of blissful two-speed vibration against your clit, balls, perineum… you decide. Makes a perfect gift for your favorite tree-hugging pleasure-seeker, or bring it on your next camping trip. To top it all off, the box is printed to environmentally responsible Forest Stewardship Council (FSC) standards.

Rules:

• Contest only open to those in the Continental US (Sorry guys, too much for shipping otherwise & each country has their own legal rules about contests).
• Winner must be 18+
• Winner will be contact via email, twitter or facebook, depending on which service you use to comment with.

Good Luck to you all.

Supported and brought to you by Courtney Trouble and Jiz Lee, International Fisting Day is just around the corner. This is the time to stand up to unjust censorship! There is nothing obscene about fisting, there is nothing WRONG with it. Tell your favorite porn retailers YOU want REAL orgasms from REAL sex, not this fake bullshit you see coming out of Hollywood every day!

Check out the official event page for International Fisting Day, which is October 21st!

To help celebrate, I made my own video. If you are interested, I am compiling and converting it tonight. It’s $10, and will be 5-7 minutes long (I’m not exactly sure how much footage I have, timewise. I know it’s a minimum of 5 minutes though) I have compiled & uploaded the 5 minute video to my server. It is $10, or you can get it as a free bonus video if you buy my 1 hour video for $20. If you are interested, send me an email – athena@missathenahollow.com

Support REAL SEX!

*Updated*

You can also choose the bonus video as one of my limited edition videos, two of which are shown below, as long as there are still slots available. Currently, I have 2 copies of the bathtub masturbation video left, and  3 of the anal & vibe video. ALSO: You may choose my fisting video!

I am still offering my 1 hour video for $20, but as a special bonus, you will also receive one of the videos from my website, your choice!

From 1 hour video!

These are my limited edition videos. They are only $10 each.

The 1st is me getting off w/ the bath tub faucet & then giving a blowjob – 7 minutes 35 seconds
The 2nd is anal & masturbating w/ my rabbit – 8 minutes 17 seconds

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Send me an email if you are interested!

athena@missathenahollow.com

Babeland says it best about this little vibrator:

Buzz your way to super-powerful orgasms with the mighty rumble of the RO 120MM Bullet vibe. The original RO-80MM Bullet Vibe was so popular, sex toy company Rocks Off decided to create this bigger, badder version. It’s about twice as big and twice as strong, but still just as comfortable to hold, and still waterproof. Plus, the 120MM bullet vibe has three vibration patterns in addition to the high and low settings, so you’ll never get bored. Perfect for external use or shallow vaginal penetration.

And they are totally right. It’s a pretty powerful little vibe, and definitely gets the job done. I’m not normally into shallow vibrators, but this one gets the job done. I absolutely love the fact that it’s waterproof, as opposed to water resistant. That makes using it that much more versatile.

It is a little funky on trying to get the case put together correctly, but it has a tiny protruding nodule on the battery cover and the vibrator itself, so you can easily tell where to line it up. This is done so that it’s waterproof, and you don’t have to worry about ruining it because you didn’t get the thing put together JUST right.

It has 3 speeds: Low, High, and Pulsating. I prefer just the high, but I know many that really love pulsating vibrations.

My normal testing for clitoral stimulation vibrators involves two scenarios:

Can I use it with another toy easily?

Can I use it during sex easily?

It definitely is simple to use with a toy, but the shape and length made it a bit more difficult to use during sex. All hope isn’t lost though, It’s just a “me on top” kind of toy instead of a universal “any position” one.

Pros:

• Pretty powerful for a small vibrator
• Waterproof
• Made from ABS hard plastic
• Discrete
• Quite
• Multiple Speeds

Cons:

• Very shallow penetration
• Putting in new batteries is a little tricky with the cap
• The cap *can* be over tightened and cause it to break
• Runs through batteries pretty quickly
• The button for on, off and speeds can be a little slow on response

Overall, the RO 120MM Bullet is a good toy for beginners and pros alike. The batteries do tend to run out pretty quickly, so make sure you have rechargeable AAA’s before using it. My gripes were few, and probably won’t affect everyone, it was just my personal experience. The biggest issue I had was with the fact that the button that controls the power and speed is a little slow on the uptake when you are trying to turn it off (you have to hold in the button to turn it off). If you like bullets, I greatly suggest this one. It’s a little bigger than your average corded bullet, but it definitely makes up for that with the speed. And the case it came in was completely awesome as well